Lost

I'm lost. I don't know where am I now. God, where is the way are You shining now? Why I can't see it? Am I wrong? Am I right? I don't know whether I'm wrong or I'm right. I'm so depressed. Is this world that realistic? When ppl get things done correctly, they won't be praised. When ppl get things done wrongly even only one time, they will be given serious or death penalized. I'm very lost in nowhere, God. I don't know who can I talk to. You are the only one I can talk with. I know You will lead the way for me to walk over it. But, I guess it is still not the time yet. Right? Oh God. Please save me. My brain is not working now. Please...............